Official Apology

I had lunch today with Scott, and he brought it to my attention that my post about qbc and music was causing some problems. At the time, I was a bit frustrated and confused about the situation, and have since then been reversed of those feelings. However, I didn't post about that, and so those reading the blog would only know of one side.

That being said, I apologize if my rants were offensive in any way to you, and if they caused any kind of division.

I also have realized that many people read my blog and see "me". Its not like a personal journal where I can write a bunch of complaints and know years later that I was just in a bad mood. Here people read it and it is more like public announcements of "me". Well I am going to be more carefull, and try to make my blog not "me" but me. In other words, trying to make sure that what I post doesn't make me look like someone I'm not.

I also need to not post things about the Church, because everything I've disagreed with QBC on, I've gotten good reasons behind it. This isn't to say I agree with everything, but I've accepted everything. So I guess I'm trying to say that it has come to the point where I need to stop questioning decisions, and just trusting. Afterall, if God is in control of everything.. He is in control of QBC.. So even if I think something looks bizarre - it is just me not knowing and I need to trust.

So anyways, to clarify: NO I am not in any way shape or form thinking of leaving QBC. I feel God wants me here and this is where I'll be.